Rail Road Decisions.

3 trains.
Headed towards my direction, have come and gone without me.
Not waiting an extra second for me to make a decision.
I can't quite seem to build the courage to love you again.
To run off with this luggage to a new home that you've built for us while you were gone for so very long..

Here you are.
A year later.
At my door step
Wishing me back with no hard feelings.
As unexpected as your visit was, I've been waiting for you.
I've been waiting since that cold winter that you vanished.
Waiting through spring & summer, Through winter again, with little slumber, I waited until August.
I even waited while encountering numerous relationships with others, hoping you would be the reason I abruptly massacred feelings with another.

Like a season finale,
you left me yarning for more.
After months of insight, hopes and dreams, you simply said goodbye.
We;
The youngest hearts amongst clovers and kings
You;
My Ace, have allowed me to rise above the game
However, slashing your own chances as if it were better for the both of us.
I pity you, fool
For you honestly believe, THIS could be the beginning of our forever that we planned.

I'm convinced I'm dreaming.
The individual of my dreams has return, asking for my hand to wince away into a land, that's as beautiful as we only imagined.
Love of my life, why do I no longer recognize your smile, and melt under your kiss?
Why is the chill from your finger tips as cold as death and no longer fill my soul with firey heat ?

As you can see...
Yesterday came to soon,
For I didn't have the chance to plan my actions for when you actually were to return.


Another train, another hour.
Us;
Sitting at opposite ends, awaiting my decision.
I pity you fool for believing in our love again.