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Its funny.
When your dying.
people seem to really, really listen to you... instead of just waiting for there turn to speak.


But anyways i have to consider the possibility that God does not like me very much. He never wanted me. In all probability, he hates me.
However, This is not the worst thing that can happen. Right?
and at one point i thought life was so hard.
but I can not tell you exactly what i was comparing it to.

If you could be either God's worst enemy or nothing, which would you choose? We're the middle children of history, we have no special purpose or place,cause tori nicks is not the past and im not the future. and unless we get God's attention, we have no hope of damnation or redemption. Which is worse, hell or nothing? shit, i say burn the museums, wipe your ass with the Mona Lisa. This way,you'll end up on some kind of "bad" list. and at least God will know your name. i've started with the whole homosexual thing personally.
what about you?