Heart of Kind.

It all begin when she involuntarily Simmered in the nurture from a plastic bosom.
Swift midst of an ordinary day accompanied with rose pedals and candy kisses included. She So eagerly Set forth to Mount the love of the enemy...

who would've imagined this quest to be placed high on a shimmering pedestal? Above sight like a lost favorite object. Forgotten, But forever Cherished. With Images so proudly thumb tacked to her soul of a ungodly excursion and viewed upon by every passerby.Displayed with pride like rainbows and wedding rings.Planned to Never be replaced, however joined by smaller images amongst the frame. branching off still hopelessly attached mirroring little helpers. To help guide her back to a road with less forks and more gloom and righteousness.

Left alone shouting so loudly in almost a whisper. Freed of heart,soul, and glory. Pierced the consumer straight in a battle wound again opened and closed once before, so sweet. Adding extra red to his heart. Starting at white and with every beat darkening until reaching black, thus such an enchantment be named something short of...sin

BUT

What greater joy is there but to Set sail, elongated in bliss, involuntarily & Nurtured with the one your fingertips lusts for? A soul that your eyes constructs water like an orgasm when laid upon. Nurtured like life of a miracle child, with a destiny to search until brought; here.

To be Sprouted and smiled upon like the last sunflower of spring. Commemorate only the present tense through the eyes of the golden gated vision, but devour in the memories, in the essence, the passion held, as if only this avail were the only occasion given this lifetime.

You must never fall in love with---Beauty, Beast. For she'll cause your timeline many dashes of illusion and... grief. Like a summer where the sun is at its brightest, sweet and at a gleaming ease. You must steal away as much shine as possible before times tic-toc cascades the agony of envy and like a thief, run into the night. Simply, Left to smile in remembrance of Beauty in which Beast, you loved so wickedly.

It all begin when she involuntarily Simmered in the nurture from a plastic bosom.
Swift midst of an ordinary day accompanied with rose pedals and candy kisses included. She So eagerly Set forth to Mount the love of the enemy...

Signed ; Yoshi

You.

Walking upon a surface, with a texture that has never crossed my thoughts...
i suddenly feel as though I'm walking atop rose pedals
laid across the clouds of the highest degree
when my mind wonders to the existence of you and me.
what a crazy question you've asked, "Do i ever miss you"

LET ME TELL YOU!
At time I miss you like summer misses spring
how a dying bee is missing his sting
I miss you so much sometimes, i schedule special time just to day dream
cause well, that's the next best thing
i be...missing you like, a hooked fish misses water
Like a bastard misses his father
or an incarcerated man misses his daughter
i find myself missing you so much, i write stupid blogs about it

LET ME TELL YOU!
i be thinking about you like feet thinks about walking
how hands thinks about touching
and holding
and feeling
thinking about you how a 17 year old virgins think about sex
like how mathematics cant stop thinking of solutions for y and x
sometimes i miss you so much its like I've never met you before
and I'm constently in my thoughts building the one i adore
other times i miss you so much
i tell my mind to think of something else
and now I'm thinking about not thinking about what i cant stop thinking about
LET ME TELL YOU
I'm usually thinking of you how an artist thinks of creating
how bitters think of remaking
how athletes think of winning
how tops think of spinning
how dancers think rhythm
i be thinking about you like how a person with cancer thinks about living.



What a crazy question you've asked, " Do i every miss you"
even if i told you, you wouldn't have a clue

Shallow Hell.

Yes!
I am a shallow person. Happy? I admit it. How do you blame me though ? I live in a society where beauty is the barrier of happiness and depression.
Every where you look, magazines, television, malls, even church. People are on a quest to look their best.
Now, one may argue that it is important to look good for YOURSELF, which i strongly agree with, however, i don't wake up every morning and glam myself up to sit in the house. When im home, im in sweats and a head scarf, and when im out i look my finest, so when people see me, they'll admire. Dont front.
So is it really shallow of me to wish my companion to be a beautiful person on the inside as well the outside. Giving the fact that after the appearance of things, you will be initimate with a person.
I want one person to HONESTLY tell me that they have been initimate with someone in the past (or presently) just because they were "Nice" and their features didn't take a play at all in the game.

Judge me if you want. I'm just being honest.

Finally.

The Last kiss of us was as soft as unexpected raindrops upon my lips.
I kissed you with my eyes open.
I didn't feel a thing.
When it was time to depart from one another.
It didn't take 30 minutes this time. I let you go like a fling.
When you were gone, the text messages of,"I miss you already" scrolled in later then usual.
& i didn't mind.
Its been 7months since i've seen you.

And i finally miss you.

Penny For your Thoughts.

i mean
If i gave you a penny for your thoughts
10 cents for your whole mind
a quarter for your heart
and a whole dollar for your blood line
Will the standards meet the quality advertised
or have i just purchased something that wasn't worth a dime?
i mean
My mother always said i could never buy love.
Well at lease i can rent something like Us.
i mean
on the contrary your something of a rare breed
something much appreciated like a summer days cool breeze
even as sweet as the hardest working honey bee
Got my soul burning for you to the 3rd degree
i mean
something so unreal like a Internet crush
but something so official like a basketball ref
something so steady firm like a box Chevy
but something so soft, no drama like Mary
i mean.
you make me wanna celebrate just cause its Tuesday with you
make me wanna dumb it down for now just to learn shit with you
i meaaaan
I'll give you more then what you think your worth
i have a Unrequited kinda mind frame as long as we always come first
give you a penny for your thoughts
and a dollar for blood line
so maybe one day a child could have a mind like mines
and eyes like yours
and skin undefinded
spit a word flow that only me and you could verify
i mean
im just tryna buy out my perfect life.
so i got a penny for your thoughts and quarter for your heart.
no period or commas definitely no question marks
no bang bangs for a false start
i mean i got the money so tell me i can have it.
just promise me your soul meets the standards of the advertisement.
i mean.

Try Me.

I find myself attracted to older women that have a lot going for themselves.

Smarts, and street intelligence with a wild side but still so innocent.

I'm attracted to not your average women.
But those who i am attracted to i feel as tho they have their shit SO much together

They would never consider an 18 year old in addition to their life.
If only they knew.

Mysterious Women

I hate Riding Bart.

But Today I stumbled across a beautiful women

She possessed the qualities of the human that i adore so much

Her skin complexion was light with no blemishes

A shade under Honey. Its was so sweet to watch her.

I could tell her hair was naturally curly even tho she tried her best

to brush her wavy hair back to be as straight as possible

to fit into her pony tail

that sat so perfectly messy on the curve of her head.

Tall and Slim.

Although her curves were hidden behind a long pink vintage Jacket

with big brown buttons that matched so awkwardly perfect

i knew the fitness was there.

Oval Medium sized silver Earrings dangled controllably on the lobes of her ears

& the medium sized tinted sun glasses shield her vision

but even then

i could tell her eyes were something sweet as sugar to devour upon.

I caught myself staring at her more then i have any other stranger before

She caught me looking as well.

I know this because when i smiled at her.
She smiled back

with a beautiful smile at that.
something to beautiful to have ever been fixed with metal.

a natural beautiful smile.

This beautiful stranger had such a innocent grace about her persona

She looked the type to be very smart and well spoken.

This was a beautiful women

I estimated near 26 years of age.
I went so far to wonder where she was going.
She got on in Berkeley and Got off in San Fransisco

She looked at the map continiously
So i figured this was not her daily route
I'll never know of her purpose in life.

The coward in me let her get away

male.

This Boy. Got Me Buggin.
Stop It.
Fin.

Summer Words

i took a U turn towards yesterday down a one way street
& i got lost.

With only instrumentals on my ipod.
i began to freestyle a sweet tune and it has become my favorite lullaby
although i can't remember any of the lyrics
They strongly exist in my mind
somewhere deep inside the walls of my cranium
they swirl uncontrollably massaging the creative portion of my brain.
Words as sweet and innocent as a little girl twirling in a forest of daisy's
yellow summer dress and shoe's to match.
They were beautiful.
1 day. I'll pick them out of my brain like delicate flowers after they bloom
And the tune will play inside the hearts of the consumers
Until then. i'll rock steady with the words on my mind

Life's Path,

People say Life is Short.
But i don't understand when its the longest task we're given

Lately...

I never NEED anyone.
I'm very much the lonesome type of individual.
I don't need sex to function.
I don't enjoy feeling obligated to talk to one person EVERY night for hours.
But lately...

I Love You Too.

The Essence of your beauty doesn't scare visibly.
Leaves no trace of Allure atop the surface.
Forcing me to dig deeper then times before.
Like circles down my spin from the finger tips of the one i lust for.
You bring a smile to my face, you've become the rhyme to my melody.
secretly the silhouette of your Vernacular intrigues me like my first beautiful women.
Leaving me to wonder if you are the reason i love beyond you.
considering the fact
My personality was built around your structure and demeanor.
My mysterious,overly observant charismatic um. Quietness was broken by you. Thanks.
you bring the best out of me.in such a different way.
You make it so much easier to explain to my mother,
"I didn't choose this! i was born this way!"
only, its said with more of a passionate harmonic approach .

I'm such a selfish self-centered creator.
i wish i could have you for myself.
To caress you in a way that no one else understands.
& only share with the world what i choose.
Honestly
I get jealous when others hit your most tender spots so perfectly that i never imagined.
& i ask myself, "why didn't i think to lick deeper over that way?"
& i get so anxious when you don't let me in right away.
You know how much i want it, & you insist on creating a delay, However...
Its always worth the wait.
The most passionate love songs are created when the writer is Patient. Right?

The most emotional, heart felt, thigh shaking orgasm on Earth!
Could never compare to when my mind climaxes with words.


_Yoshi

Ordinary or Complex?

This morning when i awoke. It was Very different.
the sun was shinning.

I'm usually waking up before the sun but after the moon.
When the birds are still sleep and the Dew on the grass is just setting in.
But this morning the sun was shinning.
I felt like i missed something spectacular or just out of the ordinary.

Love Birds.

They Disagree Together

They Laugh Together

They share secrets

At first this was definitely a wierd ass couple.
Some would even say Beauty & Beast Feature wise
But all in all they seem very happys with one another.
definitely my favorite Hollywood couple.

highly powered

Its funny.
When your dying.
people seem to really, really listen to you... instead of just waiting for there turn to speak.


But anyways i have to consider the possibility that God does not like me very much. He never wanted me. In all probability, he hates me.
However, This is not the worst thing that can happen. Right?
and at one point i thought life was so hard.
but I can not tell you exactly what i was comparing it to.

If you could be either God's worst enemy or nothing, which would you choose? We're the middle children of history, we have no special purpose or place,cause tori nicks is not the past and im not the future. and unless we get God's attention, we have no hope of damnation or redemption. Which is worse, hell or nothing? shit, i say burn the museums, wipe your ass with the Mona Lisa. This way,you'll end up on some kind of "bad" list. and at least God will know your name. i've started with the whole homosexual thing personally.
what about you?